I know that it is really tiring when we keep thinking about what people say. I wish I could be someone who was 'stronger' and was able to 'ignore' what people say and think about me. I was really tired and I did not know what to do. I feel that I have done my best but it is never enough for others. People always expect us to do more and more. I tried not to see all these things in a negative way because it does not help me to be positive. In this hard situation, I am still thankful that I have Jesus in my life. I still can come to HIM anytime. I could pray, read the Bible and praise HIM through the songs. I really got the strength from HIM. Today I could learn to be thankful to God in my prayers without asking HIM for something. Just showing HIM how thankful I am that I have HIM, great parents, wonderful sisters and brothers-in-law, sweet nephews and nieces, someone I love, positives friends and students, good 'lessons', all my leaders where I work and good partners (my students' parents). I am also thankful for
the reminder from the Bible reading I had today (Psalm 73: 1-28). I will remember and I will keep it in my heart and mind that
God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. My God is always with me and He understands me perfectly. He also never judges me. I am also thankful for the song that I could sing again and again. This song is really a reminder for me that God will never forget me. One thing that I can say today is I am thankful that even though I faced hard situation,
I still have Jesus who is BIGGER than my hard situation.